Friday, April 15, 2005
a week is going to pass
well fellow ppl.. its nearly 5 days since i last blog.. five full days!!... woah!! imagine all e things that happen in this very short period of tym..
well i heard that yesterday one of my ex mate was beaten up.. some gangters tot he was another ah beng..wad rubish xia.. that doesnt gif em e excuse to go ard beating ppl up right?... wad e hell is happening to singapore?.. e once safe country is no longer safe...
well yar..today was a verrrryyy looonnnnngggg day... veeeerrryyy vvveeerrryy vveerrryy vvveerryy llllllloonnggg day.. i had to attend a motivational seminar where i am suppose to learn how to be motivated.. well i guess it was beneficial... i mean i have to be motivated to go to work tommorrow..
oh yar talking abt work.. i miss it alreday.. but den i dunno y i cant do it .. i mean last week i onli did a pathetic 15 pieces... i was really dissapointed sia.. i mean.. my production ususlly boost on saturdays.. but now?.. its such a pain.. but i am enduring it till i get to change to a new project...ahahkz...
well and yar..seriously.. i wonder y.. but these few days i feel like a social outcasts.. like no one needs me and no one wants me... i mean not onli guys but in general.. issit because of wad i look??.. as in my height.. i know i am short and obese and ugly lar...ppl dun have to make it soo obvious...or issit because of other reasons??.. tell me ppl.. tell me if i have changed.. and yar i know my boss keeps reminding me others opinion doesnt make my reality...but i cant help it wen i am a loner in e canteen aigght?.. i mean e ppl that were nice enuf to sit wif me were e gerls form o5a5... e spirit of og 10 have also gone down..
not that anyone mention about it any more.. well seriously... i guess its juz fate.. all e friendships thta i have build are always on e verge of failing.. wad e heck..
life is geting more and more boring and too routined.. well i really hope somehow e system would vhange so that it'll be a more funky and cool millennia... dreams are big... hahhaa
well thats all for now folk... i know u might think that this is not as long as expected but u know wad i forget all e other events alreday lar...hehehe.. bye
Posted by LiL'shorTY at 6:01 AM