Monday, October 24, 2005

the deciding day

well hey.. i am writing this blog on a monday.. out of anxiety..i am still waiting to know if i am promoted or not.. to know if i reached my target.. to know if i pass all the subjects.. u know..the sudden chill that u have at the tot that ppl are going to talk abt you but you dont get to check if what u wrote abt urself is right... well u know wad i mean.. hahha.. i wonder why but these days i just love to blabber..blabber.. blabber.. blabber.. well.. school hasnt been the same.. in class today ws only 11 or 14 ppl.. the rest all absent, hehhe,, they found it pointless to go skool since we wont be getting our papers till this cuming wednesday.. its sure a torture.. i want my papers back.. no matter how badly i did.. i just wanna face reality.. i am willing to withdraw if i were to fail.. i'd take early chilhood or film studies at ngee ann or media communicaions at sp or tourism at tp or nursing at nanyang poly.. haix.. thats my last resort and how mentally prepared i am to fail and not get promoted to yr2. but then again.. i still feel this uneasy feeling that keeps me out of bed.. thinking abt my results send shivers down my spine..haixz.. exams ar such a torture.. i hate em.. hehehe..

well.. so how have life been for me?.. torturous..bored..but there was one period of tym i was happy.. hehhee.. happy because i get to invigilate the gifted education exams for primary three.. they were so cute and i had to care for a class of 40... which consist of mainly nice sweet ppl.. esp the first gerl on the list.. she is small yet very organised and has this very sweet and preety face on her.. i love looking at her.. coz she'll smile at me.. hehhee.. well den there these grp of boys who i had fun torturing.. hehehe.. but they were the ones who iniated my actions.. they peeked at the paper b4 e exams start.. so i took their paper and put it under the desk and told them not touch it until i told them too.. itchy hands.. hehhee..but still they listened to me and did not touch the paper.. cool eh?.. haha.. the last day of invigilation was the most memorable.. it was fun.. and wen they left everyone was all smiley.. two even hi- five me.. hahha.. cool eh.. ia m gonna miss all the''cher. can i go to the toilet please?'.. all theinnocent voices and cute faces.. hehehe...well thats it for now.. shall blog later on yeah.. peace out liana short

Posted by LiL'shorTY at 2:58 AM

Thursday, October 13, 2005

HEY YOU!!.

hey there.. wasup?.. haha.. thats always my tag line.. i tink i am gonna come up with something more fruitful next tym.. anyways.. i i had jus completed my exams.. hurray.. the thang that i dread the most is finally over.. i cant wait for results.. hahhaa... yeah right.. i bet i am gonna flung in every single subject..history is a history.. management was quite alright.. econs was a disaster.. and malay also flung.. well how am i ever gonna get to pre u two when almost all the subjects are failing.. and i havent gone to gp yet right?... haix.. dunno wad will happen to me in yr 2006.. hopefully i'll be in 05a4.. still.. coz our school the class followsthe year that u are admitted to the school which is kinda cool.. dont wish to be in 06a4.. haix.. very paiseh u know?... hahaha..well..
yeah i hope somethng can be done for me to get promoted but wad's doen is done..just to pick up and learn next year..

ok.. next.. work..well hey.. i guess i am gonna be back at work on this saturday.. yeah..even if it was the fasting month.. just to proove to people that outdoor work doesnt mean u cant fast...yeah.. i have this strong guts that i am still gonna hang on to puase.. even wheni am working.. yeah.. must be strong.. later got hockey also the same..still have to hang on to my puase while playing and practising..

next.. i cant believe it.. my attachments gonna start next week.. wuhoo.. i cant wait.. but den again.. it isnt fair.. they send us away and the perfect 10 or wassit power98 crew is coming over.. school invasion.. no fair right?.. no fair.. well anyway.. in this world.. there not really fairness.. soemtimes you just cant have things the way you want them to be.. haizzz.. well ok thats all for now.. gotta go.. well.. wish me luck for my exams aiight?.... hope i'll see myself and the whole class in 05a4 next year... peace ouT.. LiAna..

Posted by LiL'shorTY at 1:41 AM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

hey there

well hey.. just had one of the wildest dream.. ahhaakz.. abt me and this guy whom i cant really recognise in real life.. but he seem so real in my dream.. hahhaa.. well.. i bet he's mr right for me.. hahaha...well it waqs during hari raya.. and he was over at my hse wif friends and my relatives.den after that he jus focus attention on me.. and yeah addressed me as you when talking in malay.. dens udenly we were cuddling and den kena tease by his friends.. hahha.. den i woke up.. still in a daze.. haah.. well i know i shud not think anything abt the dream but cant help it.. hahaha.. well todays my malay paper. i hope i dont screw it up.. hopefully.. ehehhee... so wish me luck for my last three paper.. today is malay..tomorrow is history and my last paper this thursday econs paper 1 and 2.. hope i pass yeah.. so chaoz.. gotta go for now..

Posted by LiL'shorTY at 7:33 PM

Thursday, October 06, 2005

ME>> MY lIfe..and I]]

well hey... i am sitting in this little corner of singapore where my home is and i am wondering what to do?.. and guess what?.. decided to blog.. haha.. ola ppl.. been lllllloooooonnnnngggggg tym since i last blog.. welll so many things happened in between this period that i jus cant seem to type.. i wont know how to express them in words..

ok.. lets just say the first i have to say is that... i had jus flung on my econs and management paper.. oh wells.. since wen did i not flung my subjects?.. well schools fun but the fact that i knew i screwed up my paper just made things worst.. well farhan's back today.. kinda miss him.. long tym didnt see him.. so happy and overjoyed to see e three borthers back.. hahaha..well.. i guess i'll be joining farhan in year 1 next year.. hahhaa...haixz.. seeing the exams qns really demoralised me.. hahha.. and i am always laughing.. hahaha.. guess i becoming mad..ahaha.. ahahha.. ok stop it..

ok.. next.. well..its disheartening when ur best of pals in secondary school are no longer here with u.. well yeah.. u get wad i mean?.. its like now that we are separated all over e place, the amout of quality time that we can spend together is almost equal to zero.. and thats very extremely dangerous.. well guys.. at tyms i try so hard just to get us together but den end up i myself cannot attend.. haix.. i guess i have to stop work for e weekends till school starts...just to spend a portion of tym together wif u guys..

well yeah i kinda had this crazy idea of organising the choir camp for the juniors this cuming hols but i guess its just not meant to be.. no teacher to talk to since ms wong no longer in charge of choir.. haixz..another failure..

anyways.. i cant wait for exams to be over!!.. i got job attachment after that.. wooohoo.... hahaha... evil laugh.. well.. its just for three days.. but still get paid ard 100 plus ar.. coz we working 1 full day and 2 halve days.. we have to invigilate e primary 3 kids whu are taking e special paper.. so cool?.. hahaa...

well now my class also declining in no.. well.. many pl are leaving us behind next yr.. well i hope those ppl will tink twice sey.. i'll really miss if anyone had to go.. haiz.. its like all e pl in my life are all leaving.. haiz..

well i hope my relation wif my secondary school frens will be better no mater of e differences of our schedule...coz i really miss those days when all of us were at our wackiest..the way we joke the way each of us imagine things and e rest starts to follow and make e imagination wilder..the way we use to stand by each other.. u peeps really have a speacial place in my heart.. and i'll try my best to make my time free for u gerls aiight?..

thats all for now..
Peace OUt.. LianA