Monday, October 24, 2005
the deciding day
well hey.. i am writing this blog on a monday.. out of anxiety..i am still waiting to know if i am promoted or not.. to know if i reached my target.. to know if i pass all the subjects.. u know..the sudden chill that u have at the tot that ppl are going to talk abt you but you dont get to check if what u wrote abt urself is right... well u know wad i mean.. hahha.. i wonder why but these days i just love to blabber..blabber.. blabber.. blabber.. well.. school hasnt been the same.. in class today ws only 11 or 14 ppl.. the rest all absent, hehhe,, they found it pointless to go skool since we wont be getting our papers till this cuming wednesday.. its sure a torture.. i want my papers back.. no matter how badly i did.. i just wanna face reality.. i am willing to withdraw if i were to fail.. i'd take early chilhood or film studies at ngee ann or media communicaions at sp or tourism at tp or nursing at nanyang poly.. haix.. thats my last resort and how mentally prepared i am to fail and not get promoted to yr2. but then again.. i still feel this uneasy feeling that keeps me out of bed.. thinking abt my results send shivers down my spine..haixz.. exams ar such a torture.. i hate em.. hehehe..
well.. so how have life been for me?.. torturous..bored..but there was one period of tym i was happy.. hehhee.. happy because i get to invigilate the gifted education exams for primary three.. they were so cute and i had to care for a class of 40... which consist of mainly nice sweet ppl.. esp the first gerl on the list.. she is small yet very organised and has this very sweet and preety face on her.. i love looking at her.. coz she'll smile at me.. hehhee.. well den there these grp of boys who i had fun torturing.. hehehe.. but they were the ones who iniated my actions.. they peeked at the paper b4 e exams start.. so i took their paper and put it under the desk and told them not touch it until i told them too.. itchy hands.. hehhee..but still they listened to me and did not touch the paper.. cool eh?.. haha.. the last day of invigilation was the most memorable.. it was fun.. and wen they left everyone was all smiley.. two even hi- five me.. hahha.. cool eh.. ia m gonna miss all the''cher. can i go to the toilet please?'.. all theinnocent voices and cute faces.. hehehe...well thats it for now.. shall blog later on yeah.. peace out liana short
Posted by LiL'shorTY at 2:58 AM