Monday, October 02, 2006
weee... i am a happy goober...
haha.. well decided to put that title.. nurul's trademark.. happy hapy goobers.. ahaha.. well.. everything is very normal..hehe.. people been questioning me abt the love of my life.. hahaa.. well.. another clue lah eh.. he's a funny guy.. haha.. ok.. dat's it.. no more..hee.. go figure out..
well something that has been bothering me is finally over.. hurray.. no more exams..ahaha.. i feel so happy.. but the fear of not getting promoted still remanins.. it still lurks amongst the happy happy tym ahead..ahhaa.. aiyah.. for now i shall just wait n pray for the best right?.. like wad i have said earlier.. sucess is abt hadwork.. if hardwork is put in during revision, insyallah everything will be alright..
now about life.. so hectic.. had to go through a rollercoaster ride of emotions..sometimes i feel so useless.. sometimes i feel so important.. and treasured by him. but aiyah.. let nature take its course.. love is like a butterfly.. the more u try to catch it, the further it'll fly.. it'll come by when u least expect it.. so yar.. aiyah..the possibilities is endless.. *
everytime i try to be optimistic, the situation does not allow for it to happen.. but at the same tym, when my hope of u died, u brought to me a ray of light, indicating to me that i shud not give up.. so wad do u want now?.. do u want me to go?.. u dont have to tell me cox i guess as the day pass.. i fade away.. getting further and further away from u.. i am getting tired of this game of yours.. i feel like a doll.. so dead.. chucked away when not needed.. and only there when there's no others...aiyah.. just let me be emo for another night.. cox amidst the happiness lies a huge chunk of uncertainty... of u and me.. and of my exams results... and about my life..
maybe i should really out a revolver at my head?... hmm...
peaCe Out
LianA*shortZ
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